Well that title says it all pretty much. Its also a title to a Pink Floyd albumn. But I must say, its how I’m feeling at the moment. My emotions have been up and down, most likely due to lack of sleep, and wanting to escape for a while. Maybe a holiday would be good, but I need to get myself organised for that too.
Work has been a rollercoaster, and a few late days have crept in, and I know I must be more punctual. It was nice catching up with Stefan and Enzo over the past few days, however a trip over a guitar lead has left my face very sore indeed. I fell face down on the floor, my nose was bleeding for ages, and my forhead has battlescars at this point in time. The only good news is, the Fender Strat survived the incident without any scars that I am aware of. Hopefully my nose and head will feel better over the coming days.
So many days over the past weeks I’ve wanted to vent my spleem, or ramble on about something, but I never found any suitable words to write. Maybe because I’ve realised, tommorrow never comes… or in essence, tommorrow comes without waiting for you. So maybe I should seize each day; sounds like a line from “Dead Poets Society” movie.
My friend Jason has been a big inspiration, and I can’t thank him enough. I am sure we’re going to see some dreams fulfilled. I sure hope to get more actively involved, and I will make sacrificies to ensure it does.
It appears I am needed everywhere at the moment, whilst that is demanding on my time, it feels reassuring that your here for a worthy purpose.
My mate Angelo has also been an inspiration to me. He is genuine about his faith, and has dedicated countless hours developing ministries within his Church. He is also the type of person that goes out of his way to help others. I’m so grateful he has been patient with me, and I can’t thank him enough for giving me some sub-contacting opportunities. The learning experience has been fantastic.
What upsets me the most is that I don’t priorotise my time wisely. There are so many people I’d like to see and have fellowship with, and so little time to do it. I think I must learn to be more gracious, and tell people I can’t catch up with them, even though I want to. This is much better than being very late to meet up with people, or handing out rainchecks later on.
If I can improve on this, I’m sure I won’t let down my friends and family so often, and consequently feel better about myself. Time to head down to Geelong, as this place has been calling my name.